so, tomorrow is the last day that I will be able to spend with one of my best friends, the last day I'll be in the same country as him and to be honest; I'm scared. For the first time in ages I legitimately have no idea what to do about this. I am excited for him, for what new possibilities moving will bring but I am also incredibly sad because each and every day from now on will be missing something; his smile, his friendly good morning, fucking about at lunch times, someone to talk to. He and I went through both thick and thin and I know that this sounds SUPER cliched but we did and he will be sorely missed by all who knew him and I don't k